is just a reminder of the Conference Call tonight Sept
30 at 9:00pm EST with A&A, Michael, Cynthia, Bob T
and myself, and special guest Dan Rezac. For those of
you who will be tuning in to it, the following is one of
the items that will be included in the call. You may
print this to have with you as you listen to the
message, so you may better understand and “hear” the
words as you join in the intent. For those of you who
are not able to tune in to the call, we will post the
content of it on the site for your enjoyment as soon as
we’re able to.
up Call Sept 30, 04
From Bob T
purpose of this message from Enki is to appeal directly
to those beings on this planet who have fallen so far
into the darkness they can no longer see any light. With
this message Lord Enki brings them a reminder of who
they truly are and the opportunity to make a choice to
come back to the light of who they are.
though these ones will not hear or read this message
directly, these words once they are put onto the
electronic communications lines will then go out onto
the communications grid surrounding this planet. These
ones will then be accessing this appeal at some level of
To Everyone: Sept 30, 04
dear ones, I come this day because I wish to speak with
you frankly and with a degree of love that you are not
familiar with in recent times. I come to you to explain
some things that have been on my mind, and I feel on the
minds of so many of you.
am going to tell you some things, and I am going to ask
you to remember some things. I am going to be a bit
frank at times, and I am going to be giving you some
things to think about.
ago, when this world was new, we came here from out of
the blue to a land that was as yet inhospitable. We came
with the idea that we could build a dream here that
would satisfy all of our ideas of who we were, and who
we were not. We came with the idea that we could build a
world that would accompany all of the All That Is, and
lead it to another deeper understanding of our
capabilities and the abilities to change the way we are.
To take the way we are into consideration when we
created shadows and hidden agendas.
took some doing on our part, and so we asked for
guidance from God The Creator. We asked that this power,
this Source of All give us an understanding of how
powerful it indeed is, and then we would know how far we
could go in the opposite direction. This we thought. And
so we began to build this dream.
called it a nightmare. Do you remember when you first
came here? Take a moment now and recall the light that
you were then. There, you have it in your inner vision,
your inner knowing. Now see that the Light never left,
or you would not be able to recall it.
I ask you to recall the times of the first setting down
on this planet earth. How small and insignificant it
seemed then. Certainly not as grandiose and as mighty as
the ones we were used to.
see yourself in this new land and on this planet that
was small in your estimation then. Now see that land
expanding. See the relevance of that land with whom you
were then. Is it to be a whole new experience that you
would create here, or more of the same?
is the same? Is it what you did before you came here? Or
is it another kind of what your experience was in
infinity? Is there something familiar here on this
planet that is so strange according to your standards?
I wish for you to recall the times further in your time
here on earth, when you were a different kind of being
than you had ever been. Do you see how it was back then,
as you groveled along the ground? Do you give yourself a
wide-awake stance and find that your eyes only see part
of what is presented to you?
dear ones of the past, for this is a joining of the past
with the present, I wish for you to hear what I said to
you those times ago. I wish for you to remember how you
looked. What was your skin like? Do you feel the
roughness of the scales and the dryness of the surface,
though beneath you knew there was an oily, slickness?
look at me as I tell you what I did in those times. Look
and listen to me as I presented myself to you then. I
was Jehovah to you, was I not? I was the King of the
Gods, and I gave you the life that you had then. You
were my creations, and I was your leader in the
created you for a purpose that bespoke the other side of
me, the side that held the genes that represented the
scales and the roughness. I also held the genes that
bespoke the love and the smooth skin with the fair eyes
and hair of silk.
was your master then, and once in a while you saw the
fairness and love in me. More often you saw the darkness
that enveloped my waking moments and kept me captive. My
friends, that same darkness that kept me captive is the
darkness that keeps you captive now. It is not a
separate thing from the light, my dear ones. It is a
degree of the fall that we made away from the very light
that we are.
often have you started down a flight of stairs in full
sunlight, and as you descended into the darkness of the
stairwell, you became uneasy, maybe frightened. Then you
told yourself that there is nothing to fear. Still, you
were uneasy as you continued on your journey downward
into the darkness of the unknown. So you told your self
over again that there is nothing to fear for you knew
who you were. Still the feelings of unease continued,
and as you descended further into the darkness, you
looked up searching for a beacon that would assure you
that you were still in the same place that you left
moments ago. Then my dear ones, you could no longer see
that pinpoint of light, for you had descended into the
darkness so deep that you were completely cut off from
the light, the Source of your trueness.
looked around for something to gain a foothold,
something to tell you that you are where you are and
that you are in control. You shift and you grab onto
something that feels slick and dripping with fear. The
next thing you know there is a deep moan emitting from
your throat and you cannot escape the effect that it has
on you. It transforms your world and you feel that you
will never be able to stop moaning. Then the moan turns
to a scream, and before you know it you are hopelessly
lost in those moans and screams.
you stand there, floundering and lost in your fear, you
think that you will never return to the Source of the
Light. Soon your screams become silent and you feel a
deep power rise within you. This power tells you that
you cannot have it both ways and that the only thing you
can do is to let go of the need to see that Source of
voice urges you on with its soothing tones and tells you
that you can gain strength from the darkness. It tells
you that in that darkness is the source of all the power
that you could ever want, and more. It tells you that in
order for you to find release from the terror, you must
give it to somebody else. You must share that terror and
keep it going in order to keep yourself in that power.
It tells you what you want it to tell you, for you
desperately need that source to tell you that you are
you have that source. You have forgotten about the other
Source, the one of light. You cannot remember how it was
to be in that light, so you give yourself over to the
only source of power that you know. And that is the
power of the darkness. The only trouble is, that as you
go through your moments you realize that you must stay
in the dark. You know that the minute you try to leave
that darkness, you will flounder and you will fail. You
know that the only comfort you will find is to keep that
darkness strong and sure. The only way to do that is to
share it and keep it going with everyone you know.
you hear my voice, and you recognize it. You know you
have heard it before. You remember that it is the voice
of Jehovah. You remember that it is the voice of the one
who created you. You know it is the voice of god. Now
you say that this is the voice you have been waiting
for, the redeemer, the one who will lead you through
life in power and in the only strength that you know.
you follow that voice, and you see that darkness is
becoming a trusted friend. You feel the glow from the
eyes that gleam red from the crying in fear that brought
you to your knees asking for me. I lead you through your
days and nights and when you flounder and fall back, I
pick you up and lead you on into the inequities of the
darkness, the source of your power.
promise you great things and you see how you can derive
great pleasure from these things, these things that
represent power and might. These things that tell you
that you are the source and that you can perpetuate that
in the darkness. You see that I am the one who first
came to you, and you follow my lead as I lead you deeper
into the darkness.
you do not see is that I flounder. I too walk in the
shadows and loose my way from time to time. What you do
not see is that there is a beam of light running from my
heart up, up, into infinity. What you do not see is that
each of you has that beam of light running to infinity.
What you do not see is that occasionally my brother
comes and reassures himself that I am still here and
then he leaves in a trail of tears. What you do not see
is that I saw my brother Enlil those times and the tears
that he shed fertilized my own power.
my dear ones, you see that the years have slipped by.
Many years, that have seen many things. You have gained
in your power and you have left many tears in your wake,
the tears of shame and retribution, the tears of sorrow
and the tears of pain. You have left many tears of guilt
and tears of lies told. You have scattered many trails
of fear and accompanied many others into the depths of
the darkness that you now control.
there is a difference. This difference contains a stream
of light, and you cower in its brilliance. This tiny
stream of light that is so unfamiliar to you is coming
in and beginning to threaten your world. This stream of
light is the burr in your saddle, and the demon that
won’t let you alone.
this stream of light won’t go away no matter what you
do. It is growing and sending more of its light forth.
You grow weary of the fight, and still you resist. You
call out for me, and I come to you, only to be caught in
that stream of light too. I run from its brilliance as
you do, and as we all cower there in our darkness we
hear a tinkling of bells.
sound grows stronger, and more sweet. It hurts our ears
and our eyes, so we cower deeper into our self-made
world of darkness. Still the stream of light persists,
and its tones grow sweeter and clearer. We have nowhere
else to go; we cannot cower further into the darkness
that we have created, for it is our own self-imposed
we are hearing a sound that is very faint, very soft. It
speaks to us in a tone that rings in each of our ears
individually, all at once. The voice is whispering,
“Come back to love. Come back home to light.” We
recoil with the first knowledge of the meaning of the
whisper. It is a trick. It is a menace come to pull us
out of our controlled world.
the voice is there, like a flowing river of light, the
light envelops us, going in and out of our
consciousness. We cower, and still it finds us where we
are. The voice continues calling us home to the light
and the love. We begin to wonder what will become of us.
We dare not go anywhere, yet we dare not stay where we
are, for they have found us here. We begin to listen to
the sounds, for there is something about them. The words
begin to feel good in our bodies, and that makes us want
to run. But we cannot.
light shines forth and it gives us a clear vision of
what we have in front of us. There is a tunnel that we
see, and at the end of that tunnel is a pinpoint of
light. As we look up, we see a face at the light, and it
is ever so gentle a face. We know not who the face is,
for we have not seen it before. It is our face, the face
of the collective love that awaits our recognition.
face beams down at us, and we find that we cannot escape
the effect that it has on us. We look back with our eyes
open, for we find that we are less afraid now. As we
look into those eyes, we feel a familiar touch of
comfort. We feel that we are cold, and that all we need
do is look at the light and the warmth flows forth to us
in a blanket of love.
we hear another voice, and this time the words are
different for each of us. I hear the words that I have a
son who lives today and is my light. I hear that this
son is the one I renounced and that this son is a being
of beauty, for he was born in the light of love. I hear
that all I need do is come back to the light and love
this son, and I will release all of humanity in the
doing. I hear that I will bring forth a new son, and
that this time I will walk with him forever in the love
that created us all. I hear that this will bring all of
those who have been captivated by the darkness back home
to the light; that first I must come back to the love
that is me. I heard that once I release the darkness,
then the others will follow in their time.
dear ones, I fell to my knees and held the child in my
arms. Tears of joy caressed his face, and as they washed
away the years of pain and regret, I saw the beautiful
person that child is today. She represents the love that
has been released from all of mankind, for she is today
a bright and shining example of the power of love, and
the credence of the light in people’s lives.
I turned and I saw all the others who had been following
me in my madness, and they too were overcome with the
love that was presenting itself to them in that moment.
Streams of light emanated forth from us all, and we
joined hands as we walked back up through the stairway
to the light, to the warmth of the sunshine, and the
ones who awaited us at the top of the world.
were shown how it was all just a nightmare, and that all
that we had done was no more. Then we saw all of those
who had shed tears at our mercy, all those who had
fallen at our hands, all those who had given their lives
so that we might keep our power of darkness going. They
were all there greeting us with smiles on their faces
and love streaming forth from their eyes.
saw that we were home, and that all those present were
our family and that we were one with them once again. I
saw my brother come forward and take my hand. He told me
these words. “Whenever you floundered, I felt your
pain and I transmuted it. Whenever you fell from Grace,
I picked you up and set you on your path again. Whenever
you turned your back on me I knew that you were my
brother. Whenever you threw tirades my way, I caught
them and turned them into whispers of sweetness. I now
stand before you and announce to you and the world that
there is nothing more to do now but to love one another
and know that there is no difference in any of this.
Love is all there is and with all you have endured for
this great way of seeing who you are and who you
aren’t there is only One. That is this moment right
now. You are love. We are love. All is love.”
those words Enlil picked up the burden I had carried
along with all of you who chose the darkness and
announced that this is now a part of the light, and
therefore a part of All That Is. We all walk in the
Light that is the Source, forever in love.
dear ones, today this is the Light, and this is the
Love. The choice you make renders it so. I greet you now
in the light, for you have never been away. It has just
back to Love, and hold my hand as I dry your tears.
dear ones, there is something else that I wish to
explain to you, and it is that there are no victims in
this game. There are only willing participants. When you
all read of the actions that are taking place, that is
the illusion that is being perpetrated by all of those
involved. I repeat; there are no victims.
me tell you a little story about that, and know what I
say is true. A person walked into a store one day and
brought out a handgun to shoot the one who resisted his
demands. There was a lot of malice in his actions.
However, in his heart there was much fear. His quivering
hands could not be seen for the fear generated at the
sight of the gun rendered the ones in the store unable
to see what was in front of them.
too was the case with the gunman. As he stood there with
trembling hands holding the gun, he did not see that the
ones who stood before him were the ones who just days
ago had given him a ride to the other side of town. He
at that time had been so involved with wanting to get
where he was not, that he had been blind to the ones who
offered him a ride.
it turned out, the ones who gave him the ride were the
ones who at the same time called on their phone that
there was a man loose in the streets who was suspicious
in nature, but had done no wrong. Perhaps a watchful eye
could be placed upon him in the event he should prove to
be a troublemaker.
a matter of fact, that is exactly what had taken place.
As a result of the recommendation by the helpful people,
the man had been watched by one policeman who had taken
it to heart. He had a feeling about this man.
Now, here in this store the gunman was being
surveyed by the lone policeman. He took the initiative
and came up behind the man, and with one swift and sure
sweep of his arms and hands, disarmed the gunman. This
was due to the surprise factor, and the willingness of
the policeman to listen to his feeling.
point, dear ones, is that we all communicate with each
other, and through that we are able to know at any time
what is in each other’s minds and hearts, if we only
could convince ourselves of that.
you see any victims here? No one was hurt, and someone
was helped out in this whole incident. And that is
because someone listened to their feelings after someone
else helped a fellow human being.
what if there had been a fired gun? What if someone had
died that day? What if we weren’t here on earth to do
something that declared victimhood non-existent? Then
what my friends, then what? If you still have questions
about that, then I ask you to ponder that.
you dear Lord Enki,